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I'm so sick of acting like I feel okay
You don't get it
I'm trying my best
And I don't know
Which way is up
And which way is down
But I just want it to end now

Try to put my heart on my sleeve
But you don't see
You never see
I'm here begging
"Please, listen to me"
You never listen to me
And I don't know
Which way is up
And which way is down
But I just want it to end now

I'm waiting for a sign to tell me to stop
I'll keep waiting cause I've already felt my whole head drop

And I don't see the point of carrying on
I don't see the point of trying this one on
And I feel like I should be somewhere else
And maybe I'm just a ghost

Throw a rock out to sea
You can leave a little wish for me
Cause I know that you know about the voices in here
And how they get inside your head
Sometimes I think "Oh, I'd be better off dead"

I'm waiting for a sign to tell me to stop
I'll keep waiting cause I've already felt my whole head drop

And I don't see the point of carrying on
I don't see the point of trying this one on
And I feel like I should be somewhere else
And maybe I'm just a ghost

And I don't see the point of carrying on
I don't see the point of trying this one on
And I feel like I should be somewhere else
And maybe I'm just a ghost

And I don't see the point of carrying on
I don't see the point of trying this one on
And I feel like I should be somewhere else
And maybe I'm just a ghost

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from Exactly What I Was Scared Of, released November 12, 2021
Music and Lyrics - Caitlin Hallauer
Production - Gideon Murray

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Katy Hallauer Cape Town, South Africa

A 22-year-old singer-songwriter from South Africa. I love writing songs from personal experiences and emotions in hopes that others, who feel the same, can relate to my music. Influenced by artists such as Orla Gartland, dodie and a mix of rock, pop and alternative music. ... more

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